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Thursday, October 28, 2010 AT 9:18 AM

The perfect guy :)

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favourite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

Treat her like she's all that matters to you

Stay up all night with her when she's sick

Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it's stupid

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes

hen she's bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she's important.

Don't talk about other girls around her

Kiss her in the pouring rain


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Monday, September 20, 2010 AT 10:02 AM

First of all, thanks to all the babes who helped to clear my wardrobe & supporting our booth :)
Afterall, a great experience.
& i'm so elated i finally passed my ACCA paper F1. Next up will be paper F2.
Argh, weak in the paper. I need motivation & blessings.
:)
& thanks to my boy. He's of a great help always.
I love you b.


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Thursday, August 19, 2010 AT 7:15 PM

Come down & have a look!!
11am - 4pm St James Power House
I'll be havin' a booth over there at SB11, near the entry into Sports Bar :D
Support me dearies or get some loots for yourself!


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Friday, August 06, 2010 AT 3:42 PM

I've no idea what to buy for baby's birthday yet & i'm cracking my brain.
There're so many things that i could think of but i cant possibly afford to buy ALL?
:( HELP.
& btw our 1 year anniversary is reaching as well.
He is so fortunate to receive presents for 2 occassions hur?
Heh.


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Thursday, August 05, 2010 AT 10:02 AM

Of what happened ytd night left a deep impression in me.
It was so heartbreaking; the words you've said & the actions you've treated me.
It isn't the usual you, you've changed.
I know i can't control you nor stop you already.
Things are so different now. I'll just look at an optimistic side & go along with your doings.


I don't want this to repeat again.


I truly hope, after what happened last night, 'll make us cherish & treasure each other more.
& that, i want to be treated this way no more. Neither will i treat you that way too.


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Thursday, July 15, 2010 AT 11:15 PM

On a Saturday mornin, I heard doorbell & a few mins after, mama passed me this...

OMG! It was such a beau that consists 11 Stalks of Pink Roses & 11 Ferrero Rocher.
There isn't any specific name on the card & it only says "Happy 9th Month Anniversary! I Love You. 30/05/10"
& from there, I knew it was him. Infact, a few days ago, I knew he was up to something but didn't expect it to be this!
To be frank, my boyfriend isn't any romantic latter but I was so elated to receive these flowers from him on our 9th monthiversary.
So sweet so blissful that I feel the love :D

Ty again, darling! But sadly, the flowers 're dead now =( & i ate all the Ferrero Rochers :) Hahahs. Yumyum!



Beautiful :D

Last Saturday, we were at East Coast (again! =.=") & chanced upon this shop that sells alot of stuff toys.
Minnie mouse, Mickey mouse, Winnie the Pooh, Spongebob etc etc.

Baby wanted to buy a particular Winnie the Pooh for me. Till now, i'm still a fetish of Winnie the Pooh luh. But it costs at an expensive rate :( so I didn't want him to get it.
Before we headed to Parkway for dinner, he went into the shop again & lied that he wanna checkout the price while I waited for him outside.
& a few mins after, he came out with this...


Aww! How sweet! Cute yea? So into World Cup Fever! I assume boyfriend 'll hug our babies (real kids) like that in the picture above? Hahaha. A good father carrier hur? :D


& now, it's lying on my bed, with me every night :) I can't hug bf to sleep :( and therefore, i treated the pooh bear as a smaller version of him.
I'm hugging it to sleep soon!
Lovelove. What more can i expect from this lovely guy over here? Things happened, we quarrelled, we settled, it's over & we had it all again & again. But he's still my love.
And now, i'm only expecting a small favour from him, which is he knows yea?
Ty darlinboy. You're appreciated.



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Tuesday, July 13, 2010 AT 11:10 PM

Once again, while waiting for boyfriend to reach home safely after sendin' me home,
I shall update a mini post? 've been neglecting this since ages.

Exams 're over, work is still on with the compulsory OT.
Studying night classes is tiring too. Law is indeed a killer paper!
Anyway, back to my life! It's bad & not enjoyable as a adult at all.
(Am i still consider a teenager? Haha)

Fortunately with the accompaniment of bf, it has make my life more meaningful & tone down.
I could recall, East Coast is the place that we will nvr fail to go during weekends.
I dunno why, initially it seems that the sea is peaceful and pleasant to us.
But after plenty time spent over there, EVERY WEEK, i'm now so sick of it :(
But still, it's a chilling place yea?


So during my study period & his, we always went there & pictures :D

My boy is childish? Fancy sitting on these kids' stuffs haha, but he's the cutest still :D


I can't stand my face, it has become so pale :(


Always when i'm studying, he will be playing with his psp! RAH & ignore me when i need him to distress me :(

This was just taken last week when we were preparing for his exam that has finally ended today! Wooray!

Oh ya, i remembered this photo. ORD day for him, he was filled with overwhelming happiness.
Haha, I took leave just to accompany him to get back his pink IC.
See how happy he was? :) & by using his sweat to 've the IC stick onto his forehead =.="
What an idea, boy!

Ain't this cute?! We were window-shopping & found this cute little hp strap.
Without any hesitation, we bought it! It was aww, so sweet.

& tadah! I hung it as a pair of earrings on him. Hehehe, so adorable! It made me laughed the whole night that evening.

My new WINNIE THE POOH pencil box :D

Some day at East Coast again, before my exams. Told you i was there almost every week! Haha.
The innocent him eh?

& the cheeky side of him! RAH!

Lastly, my handsome boy :D
I never had a good opportunity to thank my bf for being so supportive.
Before, during & after my exams, he was always there for me & motivate me.
Studying with me w/o any complaints at all, absolutely no.
I was so thankful that no words can express them.
& so, to wrap it up, my boyfriend is the best person that I can expect for :)
though he hurts me at times! :( but he's still sweet & i love him.
Thank you buibui!


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Wednesday, June 09, 2010 AT 9:29 PM

Lack of blogging spirits again. Haha, but anyway, am back here for a min to whine before i continue my books.
I'm deriving of sleep & memory space! :(
Gosh, 2 more papers to go, tell me how to cope with it. I'm stressed! F. stressed, boo.


Lovely bf who accompanied me when i'm studying everyday w/o any complaints!
& now, he's sick. I hope he recovers soon :)
both retards?

Goodbye peeps. Will update soon right after my exams, i promised.
At least am able to take a break for awhile before F3 & F4 classes commence in July.
& clubbing, here i'm, SOON.


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Thursday, May 13, 2010 AT 5:00 PM

I'ma craving for ePosh brownies now! Hehe
So sinful :(
Aww


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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 AT 12:12 PM

Do not get yourself attached before the admission of polys.
Your partner will feel fucked up everyday when you're in school.
Fookup for 3 years? BAH


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Monday, April 19, 2010 AT 4:50 PM

At times, i don't really quite comprehend my own feelings too.
I dunno what i want, i dunno what i expect.
All i know is to feel the pain everytime.
Ask me to explain, i'm speechless because i don't even know what i want.


It seems that whenever you've classmates or friends around,
you dun give a damn about me,
you took a longer time to text me, you took a longer time to reply me,
you called me and talked only for a shortwhile.
Unlike when you're all alone. & what i meant, was after school, not during.
During class, of course i'll understand.


Don't bother askin me what happened because i wouldnt know. I just hope you know what you're doing & understand why 'm i behaving that way.
I don't want all your fake entertaining actions.
You may not 've thought that way, but i'm sure it is.
You may feel that everything you did seems to be wrong or not to my expectation, but in fact, i'm not expecting anything from you, just abit of your attention.
Whatever you think, it isnt exactly that way you know.
All i want is from the real heart of yours.



I've no idea who causes it; you? poly? people around you?
I guess i can only blame myself for ________.
Whatever it is, so numb; prepared for the worst.
Perhaps like what my dad said, make use of me for the 3 yrs in school to help & ditch me aside upon graduation.
Shut the fuck up everyone, i don't need your comforts nor concern.


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Friday, April 16, 2010 AT 1:03 PM

Difficult times to breathe now.
Guess i gotta tolerate with everything?
When will all these end?
:(
God, it's hurting.
I'm feeling very tired everyday.
Sometimes i think i shouldn't give a damn much so i wouldn't feel anything eh?
But why the negligence when u've school or friends?
Come & go as you like, need help & find me.
Aftermath, nah.
Why is it such a disappointment?
Am i even someone to you?


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Tuesday, April 13, 2010 AT 6:00 PM

Just when i thought i was invincible.
Why can't you be more initiative at times?
If it doesn't really matters, i wouldn't 've bothered thinking about it already.




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AT 9:55 AM

It was a hard line to walk, but i've to bear it thru'.
I'm so tired :(



I wanna club? Haha, it's been long since i stepped in one? Being random.
From Dec till now! Aww.


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Monday, April 12, 2010 AT 11:39 AM

I'm so shag out from work & studies.
I can't cope, i can't cope. Rah!
:(
I need time, time & more time.


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Thursday, April 08, 2010 AT 9:45 PM
DaDa Surprise!

Boooooo*** hahahaha dada..Yeah Yes we still got tons of places we haven go! we will go man wwweee dada* love you!! silly... Baby thanks alot for the bread care for dear still know dear won't eat so you bought 4 breads for dear! dear appreciate it..yummy yummy.. Gal must jy for studies soon i gonna study den we can study together liao.. Den b can teach dear dear too :) MAN U gonna win for the next few matches man rahhhh~!! Baby i will change and n be a better bf i will prove to you de. hao ma? hehe... BUIBUI hugshugs*


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AT 9:33 AM

An advance birthday celebration for Char :) Cafe Cartel for dinner & Coffee Bean for a drink.











Ah! I grow fatter! :( :( :(


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Tuesday, April 06, 2010 AT 12:21 PM


Weekends 're normally spent with baby. Our weekly routine 'll be PSP.
Other than that, we went ...
  • Zoo (before he set off for aus that time)
  • East coast
  • He pan
  • Henderson waves
  • Jurong swimmin complex
  • Movies
  • Sakae sushi
  • Pubs
  • Arcade
  • Coffee bean (for me to study)


    He has been patient with me, every sunday 'll be the time to revise my schoolwork.
    & boyfriend didn't whine at all, instead, he encourages me to study.
    Let's just hope the revision time passes slow while the exams pass fast.
    I need more time to cope with it! 3 papers :(

Anticipatin' & would be plannin' more activities such as ..

  • Picnics
  • Jurong bird park
  • Universal studio
  • Science centre
  • Short getaway (provided my parents allow so!)
  • More movies?

We were planning to go Uni Studio this week but however, we're hungry pigs so we've decided to spend the $$ on food first instead. Hehe
This weekend gonna be a big feast? Sakura & Don Pie!
We're going to get a tent & soon together with a picnic perhaps?

Last weekend we were down to Marquee - specially supporting Manchester United pub?
Anyway, it was really an eye-opener though we wasted alot of time travellin' just to get there.
Man U fans; baby is one of 'em too thats why we were there.
Watched the 95mins soccer match between Man U & Chelsea.
Sadly, C won the match :(

Pictures of Henderson Waves & random ones first?
It was a quiet, chilling place with the nature surrounding. But u gotta climb the mountain of stairs before being able to enjoy the nature?



the bears that we caught at arcade for approximately splurging $80?

Preparin' to jump?

Yay! Finally he succeeded :D


Thank you for everything, buibui (: i appreciate your presence in my life.





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Sunday, April 04, 2010 AT 12:27 PM

The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth.


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Thursday, April 01, 2010 AT 11:18 PM

The last time i blogged was durin' Nov last year! That's a pretty long period. Let's see, 3 months or so! Geesh.
I've no idea why, but i kinda miss blogging so perhaps that's most prolly the reason why am here.

Sum up of the recent happenings!


1. I've job hop to becomin' an auditor at Clarke Quay now.
The colleagues here 're friendly but i just can't clique well with 'em because 96% of 'em are foreigners?!
Everyday at work is torturing for me. But i do admit i learn quite a number of stuffs at work & it definitely does helps in myACCA studies too :)
Bear with it for 2 years & i'm leaving here hopefully for a better environment/ company?
One of the Big 3 Audit Firms in S'pore perhaps? =/ dreams always appear to be a fantasy.




2. YY's 20th Birthday at Rebel & Lunar! :D



3. Mine! Teehee. Thanks for the people who came down! Most of 'em whom i invited came.
I've to specially thanks my bro & boyfriend for takin' care of me.
:) lucky to 've them both.





4. CNY's over; no pictures.



5. Kuan's & my very delayed belated birthday celebration at Mind Cafe.
Still feel appreciated though, meetups with old friends 're great. Catch-up & everything, i miss my old secondary school times, carefree life.



6. Carol's 21st birthday bash at Costa Sands

Studies 've been stressful. Two night classes per week. 3 exams durin' the period of May & June. So demoralizing, everything's not right.
When i see my classmates doing the questions with no problems at all, i feel darn stupid. I've hell lots of problems.
Why am i so slow & stupid when my parents ain't at all, i don't understand.



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